Jessica Grande
+31March 4, 2007 was the day you left this world..
I still can’t really believe your gone.
It doesn’t seem true,
I am still expecting to get a call, a picture mail, or text from you.
That is when I realize you are really gone. I
t breaks my heart to know your gone.
I feel there is something missing in my life and it makes sad.
But I remind myself that you found me after all those years of just meeting me once, I have faith in fate that you will find me again one day.
I will always cherish our memories forever.
your touch, your words, your beautiful smile.
The way you could look into my eyes and completely understand how I felt without saying a word.
You were the only one who I let those walls down so you could see what others have never seen.
I miss you and will never forget you or what I felt for you.
You were my unicorn and I will always have you in my heart.
I know your at peace now, riding forever in the wind.
Till we meet again, I love you with all my heart your badkitty girl…
This poem was written/submitted by Jessica Grande.
+9When will this pain I feel so deep inside let me be…
I feel that my soul is broken in two, never to be whole again.
Parts of me lost when he left never to be found again..
Lost in this big world, giving up only feels right
But I know its not right, and I stay lost with the little hope I have left I will find my way back again
This poem was written/submitted by Jessica Grande.
+12As I sit alone in silence.
All I feel are all these emotions running through me.
They are getting stronger with each minute of silence.
I cover my heart with my both hands to protect theses emotions from pouring out.
I am afraid if I can’t keep control of them I will lose that ability to hide them as I have from those who have tried to see.
I am scared that these emotions I feel will escape one day.
Letting out all my love, fears, heartbreak, emptiness, numbness that I have felt for the world to see.
That will be the moment u will see the real me naked bearing all what’s in my soul. My true self.
Not this shell that I have built to hide the real me all these years.
What will u think when u see the real me?
This poem was written/submitted by Jessica Grande.
+29 Bottled up deep inside myself i have kept my feelings hidden from you.
There was that time i let my feelings out for you to see.
The one of the few times i have told someone i am hurting and needed a hand.
Only to have you turn your back on me and scold me for how i was feeling.
Bottled up deep inside myself is where i will keep them.
Thinking you were the one i could trust to open what i keep bottled up inside myself.
Only to realize i was wrong about you.
This poem was written/submitted by Jessica Grande.
+10 As my life goes day after day hour by hour, minute by minute.
My mind continues to race day by day.
Thoughts of the tragic shit in my life, the aching and loneliness my heart feels, the anger and sadness that numbs me day to day.
I feel no love and alone in this life. Feeling so low i cry and I feel like I want to die.
I feel as I can’t take this pain anymore.
The numbness is fainting away so I am feeling this pain more and more everyday.
I wish this pain would go away….
This poem was written/submitted by Jessica Grande.
