Jackie

+11
The fire burns but it gets smithered away
just like our love we once had, it doesn’t last and it doesn’t stay.
The memories are haunting they keep coming back,
he acts like nothing happened
and what he had didn’t matter,
but the pain is there to remind me it was real,
that what we had,
and how i got hurt in the end will never heal.
Maybe im wrong, maybe it will go away,
but for awhile its going to crush me and kill me every day.
The sun rises up i wake up in the morning wanting to throw up like a ball of explosion not wanting to give up.
I count the stars each night hoping the love we once had will come back,
but i know hes not worth it.
Hes not worth my tears even though i haven’t stopped crying in years.
I remember he used to wash away all my fears.
The fire burns but it gets smithered away,
just like our love we once had.
It doesn’t last and it doesn’t stay.
This poem was written/submitted by jackie.

+4
Baby, I’m sad to say but you get me really intoxicated , really inhiliated.
With you there’s no reason to be high, and I thought in words Id exactly tell you why.
Whenever I see your face, it makes me pace, whenever I see that smile, it makes me feel like life’s worth while.
I shake, I start to quake, I need you or I begin to break.
Whenever I don’t see you I get withdrawals.
Your my sweet addiction and I don’t need no prescription.
Baby you blow me away
This poem was written/submitted by jackie.

+6
You humiliated my heart and crushed what we once had,
you say you love me but how am i suppose to believe that?.
You screwed it up why should I bother taking you back?
I touched the burner once what if i get burnt again.
So you cant take your lies that hypnotize and swallow them into your cold hearted soul.
I maybe vulnerable hun, but i am certainly not a fool.
This poem was written/submitted by jackie.

+10
Tears stream down my pale face, I’m sinking , I’m drowning day by day.
The pain i feel is so deep, no one can handle the secrets i have too keep.
My heart is lost and unable to find, its wrapped in a box to wither and bind.
Why does love always end in regret, my face is steaming it is starting to sweat.
I want to hurt you but i can’t do that, revenge is just revenge , but my heart was under attack.
My misery is growing every minute of every day, my friends do not speak to me anymore, they think I’m a worthless whore.
I have scars on my wrists and I’m choking my words, its not my fault, it was hers.
He only wanted sex nothing more, then with a instant second he cheated on me,and walked out the door.
It wasn’t my fault i always believed.
but sadness in my heart i have too keep.
Chasing love i find pointless now, Love is only a stupid vow.
This poem was written/submitted by Jackie.

+8
All the pain, The hurt ,The sorrow, All because of you, well at least it was at first worth while.
I am still in love with you, and forever that love will stay, as of now, for each and every passing day.
I miss you and wish you loved me back, But you’ve left me now, that’s a fact.
Your the best thing that has ever happened to me, and now that your not here, it makes my heart bleed.
I am no longer you muse or the person you adore which is a shame because it only leaves me wanting more.
I hope to this day you will maybe feel the same way again too, because forever and always baby, i love you.
This poem was written/submitted by Jackie.

+19
I know I’ll never be with you,
but lets just pretend,
cause I’d rather pretend you have some sort of feelings for me,
then let my heart bend.
I pretend that you adore me as much as i adore you,
and each day looking up at the sky,
pretending your thinking of me too,
I cant go a day without thinking about you,
My heart melts when i see you,
I get so nervous i don’t know what to say,
and even if i did it wouldn’t come out the right way.
You give me this feeling no one has ever Gaven me before,
and when i think of you being with someone else,
it makes me nauseous and upset.
i cant even picture me loving anybody else but you,
there’s something about you,
i cant get over,
you drive me insane ,
but that’s nothing new.
Ive loved you since the first time i met you and i am afraid this love with never pass,
i think in time it’ll only progress.
so here i am left too pretend you want to be with me too,
because if i didn’t, my heart would just turn blue
This poem was written/submitted by Jackie.