Hate and Forgivness

I hate the hell you put me through

I hate the pain I felt
I feel. . .

I hate the bruises you left
I hate the sad tears you gave me

I hate the thoughts of death. . .of dieing

I hate the nightmares
I hate the daydreams

I hate how you make me feel
I hate being scared

I hate how I can’t trust
I can’t love

I hate suffering everyday
I hate living

. . . but I forgive you

I forgive you for putting me through hell

I forgive all the pain you given me

I forgive the bruises that you have left

I forgive you for the thoughts of suicide

I forgive you for the painful dreams

I forgive you for how you made me feel

I forgive you for taking away my trust and love

I forgive you for making me suffer

I forgive you because I am not you
I am better
I am stronger
And I will learn from your mistakes . . .

This poem was written/submitted by Sydney Lair.

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